Something about you

"Something About You"

Over and over and over I try

To get you off of my mind

But I can't win the fight

There's a feelin' I know

When I'm losing in love

It's the feeling I get when I can't get enough

Something about you babe

Makes me feel the way I do

Know that I love you babe

So ya treat me like a fool

Wanna tell me babe

How I fit into your plan

DOn't ya deceive me baby

I'm just tryin' to be your man cause

Oh nobody ever made me feel the is way

And of I think and dream about you every day

And of I could get you out of my mind

Oh but every time I try to run away

Over and over and over I try

To get you off of my mind

But I can't win the fight

There's a feelin' I know

When I'm losing in love

It's the feeling I get when I can't get enough

(something about you baby)

Something about you baby

Changed the way I look at need

Is it obsession baby

Or just curiosity

Takin' advantage baby

Of my sensitivity

Do what you wanna babe

Just back me sanity

Oh no other loves affected me before

Girl you change the rules but I come back for more

I'm a player in this game I'll never win

This addictive love's about to do me in

Over and over and over I try

To get you off of my mind

But I can't win the fight

There's a feelin' I know

When I'm losing in love

It's the feeling I get when I can't get enough

(something about you baby)

Over and over I try

To get you off my mind

But I can't win the fight

There's something about you baby

When I think about you baby

There's no doubt about it baby

I know it's suicide to stay

But baby everytime I try to run away

Oh it's just something about you baby

Over and over and over I try

To get you off of my mind

But I can't win the fight

There's a feelin' I know

When I'm losing in love

It's the feeling I get when I can't get enough

Something about you babe

Something about you baby

Something about you babe

Something about you

Over and over and over I try

To get you off of my mind

But I can't win the fight

There's a feelin' I know

When I'm losing in love

It's the feeling I get when I can't get enough

What sucks the most

I think what sucks the most is having things going on in my life and not being able to talk to you about them until your able to talk😒

😍😍your gorgeous

I've always considered you one of the most beautiful women in the world and this is why! I love your smile!!

Growth

I write this as the last entry I shall make. I've decided to no longer write this blog. Though the love I have for you will span the rest of my life, I feel I must let go of any notion of us together. You are by far one of the most amazing women I will ever know and I thank you for teaching me to grow up. For teaching me that I don't have to be scared to love someone because of my past or how I was raised. I thank you for supporting me the years you did and always having my back and rooting for me. I will never be able to repay all the things you've done for me emotionally and throughout our time together. I see now that there is no longer a path for either of us walk that leads to us. I haven't decided to close the blog yet but feel maybe I should. Idk. I just know that we've grown apart. Not only did we grow apart in a relationship but I also now see our friendship will never happen. We barely talk when we do its not the same it's almost forced. I don't want to remember us like that. I choose to remember the good days. But in doing so I got caught up in the old days. And for that I apologize. I started to see the pause in your relpies when I say I love u or miss u. Crazy the things I notice now compared to back then. But anyways point I'm making is I will always love you and you will always be my soulmate but I see now there is nolonger an us or any inkling of us. I hope you find happiness and I hope you remember I love you to the moon and back. We both out grew our time together. Nothing wrong with that. 

Hardest part

The hardest part about loving you, is knowing I loved you much too late & watching you love another man. I don't know how long I can keep this up.

Favorite Memory #7

Some of the most amazing moments of my life came at random times. One of those random times are the times we'd be somewhere and there'd be music or even when there wasn't any music and we'd just dance in my parents kitchen. I vividly remember holding you close thinking to myself I held the world in my arms. It didn't matter what was going on in life at that moment everything washed away and it was just us. It was the cocky hood guy that met the gorgeous country girl. It was ur old house when you used to have to use the truck to come see me at night. It was the young kids that went to Seattle and stuck the heart on the wall in gum because we wanted to proclaim our love to everyone who seen it. That's the moment I miss. Holding you close and feeling your soul connect with mine. 

When I was your man

Bruno Mars - When I Was Your Man

This song has me thinking hard because it's literally my feelings towards us. I should've done all the things I do now back then when I had you and I didn't. But no matter what all the things talked about in the song you deserve and like I told you the other day, if ever you feel less than the wonderful woman you are, or someone tries to make you feel small or less than them than you do not need to be with them. You could've stayed hurting with the person I was before if you got out of a relationship of hurt to get into another one of hurt. But I love you to the moon and back and always will.