I Took A Break

It's been a couple days since I've wrote anything. Had to take a break. Writing this blog means traveling back down paths I thought I quarantined off. The memories, the emotions, the mindset. I thought I could escape it. I can't. I don't want to be the person I'm now expected to be. I wanna be the man you wanted me to be in the beginning. I'd give anything for that. And those feelings are intensified as I write this. So I had to take a break. I had to step back. Because living in a world where I must mask those feelings drains a lot out of me. And sometimes I need to recharge and be able to put on my happy face. But don't think for a second that means my feelings for you halt. I still believe in writing this blog and I still believe in us.