Kids

I had a dream we had kids. A boy and a girl. The boy was the spitting image of me and the girl was your twin lol. Hair exactly like yours and her eyes were as blue as the ocean. She had your cheeks. She was gorgeous. Our son looked strong and compassionate. Must've got that from you. I awoke to the realization that your birth control is no longer in and kids could happen. Then I'm reminded that you aren't mine anymore and the joy becomes sadness. The hopefulness becomes clarity and I realize it won't be. But still the dream was incredible.