How dare you have the audacity to get upset about me talking to someone. I found out you had a boyfriend on Facebook. After being in my bed a week earlier. So that is out of line.
Now onto the idea of me being with someone else. You are my soulmate. My light to the darkness inside me. And without you I am incomplete. So if someone else comes along it isn't because I'm trying to replace u or move on or even find happiness. It's honestly because sometimes being in love with a woman who's in love with someone else gets lonely. It gets hurtful because in my free time I only think about the past. So yes there's someone who occupies the time. Now is this a relationship I see going somewhere or a relationship I want forever. I can't say that because my heart is completely taken by you. You say you want me to tell you things but I can't because there's no point. I tell you there's someone new and I erase any possibility of living the fantasy that we'll get back together. And I'm sorry but compared to the reality of you being in love with another man, I'll gladly take fantasy. But this is my punishment. This is my karma. To watch you love someone the way I should've loved you and to know that your the one for me but have no power in doing anything about it. So someone else is not needed in the terms of replacing you because I could never do that. But sometimes I get lonely.
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