11:11

I started writing this at 11:11 and I know by the time I'm done it won't be the same time. But I went to make my wish and it got me thinking about how in throats I've always wished for us to be together and for us to have a family tonight I missed the wish because I wanted to tell you it instead. I wish for your happiness. Whatever you do in life wherever you are whomever your with. I just hope for your happiness. That's all I wish for you. Is your happiness. Seeing you today made me glow because I could see the happiness in you. Though every bone in my body yerns for you I know that now is not our time if we are ever granted one again and in the mean time I just want you happy. It's crazy I sit here having had helped you plan an outfit to wear for some other guy. If that doesn't show growth then I don't know what does lol. I find myself wondering how it went and how he liked it because I seen the effort you put behind it and the joy it brought you. I finally understand what it truly means to love someone other then myself. I love you.