Hospital Visit

So I got in a car accident. Totally fine but while I was at the ER getting checked out all I could think about is how much I wished you were by my side. There's times I just miss your presence. Not even having to hear you speak or see you just feeling you around me. I miss that terribly. I miss being able to hold you and kiss you and wake up/go to sleep with you. Why was I so foolish? Why did I not see the perfection in my grasp. By now we'd have our own place and prolly even planning the wedding or maybe even kids. Instead I go to sleep every night praying for a glimpse of the life I long for. I miss you. I miss you every day. I love you.