Why not?

I don't think I can form into words the excitement I felt when u called me out on the fact I didn't post yesterday. I mean I knew when I started this blog you'd read it one day, but I didn't think you'd actually read it. Sort of just skim it. And then I started thinking..maybe that's why we are at the crossroads. One direction separate lives with others. The other, happiness with us like we used to have but stronger. All brought here by the fact I always expect the worst out of people. I never understood the reasoning behind getting your hopes up because life sucks and it'll always disappoint. But you just made me realize that I can't give up. I can't expect the pain. And even if I do knowing it's coming doesn't truly make it hurt less. So why not embrace the unknown. Why not dream? Why not hope? Thank you for giving me a piece of my soul back.